SLEEPLESS NIGHTS + CRACKING HEADACHES
Results are out tomorrow! Which explains my sleepless nights. I can barely go to sleep without thinking over and over again that my results are gonna be fine. I try to convince myself so that I'll be able to sleep but truth be told I am far beyond believing in myself.
I'm so nervewrecked! I don't wanna disappoint myself, those who have faith in me and most importantly my parents. I hate this feeling. I hate the what if's that is bombarding my mind. I know very well there's nothing that can be done so I try not to think about it but it has it's own ways of creeping into my thoughts. The mind can't help but wonder.
These past days I've been thinking back bout the exams. Despite my serious amnaesia, the horrendous Maths Paper 3 is still fresh in my mind. I sort of gave up during the paper itself! *gasp* and the thing is I need THIS 'A'! In fact I need to ace three papers which includes Maths and Economics. I am SOOOOOOOOOOO in need of a miracle. Oh well.
To all the a level-ians out there, best of luck! and to all a level-ians as well as NON a level-ians, please pray for me? pretty please? =)