okie months ago i wouldn't even think that i would be back bloggin but anyway here i am!so joyce is in college now.most of the cempakans are taylorians.

so...college is...**EXhausTing**.seriously.i used to think college was more flexible and u'll have more leisure time to entertain urself but apparently not.college is SOOO far from what i expected.it actually is like school..but somehow i really miss high school a whole lot.the ppl..the stuff we do..its just different u know?ppl change..some are still the same but all in all i really do miss high school.in college there's just no time at all.z-e-r-o time.well there is actually but it would mean sacrificing ur supposedly study time :)

as usual my most famous new yr resolution each year still hasn't been resolved.*drum rolls* jeng jeng jeng >>Study consistently.do not struggle last minute to prepare for exams<< lol.okay..i'm being so dramatic..wont take u long to realise i'm actually b-o-r-e-d.i do not actually have time to blog..i have loads of work to do but i rather not look at it.

so anyway..have u ever tried hard to please someone n wondered why u even bother to do so?well i have.n truth is i'm tired.tired of playing these silly games.tired of trying to please u when frankly u look like u don't even care but u act like you do.so why??why do we have to be so childish??playing mind games..trying to make one feel bad when really there is nothing to feel bad about..why?why?why?who's to say right?whether u r right or wrong.i know partly it is my fault..i'm not denying the fact that part of it is..n i'm sorry.but why?i wish that we could just drop it..more like i wish You could drop it..cause i already have..lets move on shall we..lets be grown-ups about it and i'm sure we would be better off

pfft..it's getting late n i should attend to my hw now.yes homework :) nite!