Tuesday, December 06, 2005
just one more day..and i would be gone for a month! at first it didn't occur to me..one month? *alrite it's JUST one month * tht's what i thought. but now it's starting to spring to me...A MONTH across the world??? phwoar..what was i thinking?! sure u'll be thinking it's great fun..but only time will tell. plus it's gonna be Freezing!! a month..it's like wow.. sorry. i'm just freaking out. *what if* i feel so alone in the 20-odd hrs journey on the plane? *what if* i get so sick of the weather there and i wish i could come back here? *what if*what if*what if* there are just too many. plus the fact tht i'm gonna miss my LAST first day of school isn't helping either. i just feel so LOW..u knoe?? i think it's PMS. lolwell...what can i say? i'll only know once i get there..and i really hope i do get there eventually.. cause for those of you who r still wondering? yes i'm flying to canada alone. and i mean ALONE alone. and i've never done this before. the best i've done travelling abroad alone was when i took a bus down to Singapore..that was a bus..and it was singapore..just 5 hours. no biggie.
i've started packing my stuff of course..just a few more things which i'm still thinking hard how i'm gonna fit it in my luggage. oh on another note..i watched harry potter yesterday! finally. haha. it was fun! but a tad bit jumpy altho for someone who had never read any of the HP books a.k.a me :) the movie was understandable although it was jumpy..
what i really regret is not maximising my holiday period. i wish i could start off november again..and put all the time i have to FULL use. i just never learn from mistakes you knoe? it's irritating..really :)
hmm..my new year's resolution? definitely to try resolute my abandoned previous yr's resolutions. tht is..to NOT procrastinate. i'll see how far i can go with that :) for now..i guess this is my last goodbye and i'll see you back in a month! can't wait!
you guys..joyce is gonna miss u LOADS *sob* take care :) *muackxx*
