FINALLY!somedays you just sit and wonder..where did time go? everything happens so quickly..and before i know it, i have already completed my first year of uni. the killer exams seemed so distant like as if it has become history. call me strange but when in london, i feel as if all my yesterdays seem like a week ago. sometimes i even feel as though my life is progressing before me, everything happens so quickly that i have no time to process what is going on but just live on. it's weird but it happens. perhaps there is just too many things to do in london..and that is what makes me feel so fortunate. to be in one of the busiest cities in the world where boredom is never an issue.
exams were alright. some were bad..some good..some just hard to say. i'm soooooooo glad that it's all over except that i wish i could redo my econs paper again =S the only paper that counts for my degree in the first yr and yet, i felt like i had brain jam :( all i can do now is just pray for the best.
the post-exam period can never be better! i love how it feels to be so free. okay just a short update. i'm off to watch desperate housewives :)
EXHAUSTED
the frustration is beyond words. 23 more days till exam. and i'm
not even
close to being done with studying. truth is, there is
no way to finish studying 8 modules in just a month! *sigh* why do they even do this to us? i just feel like disappearing sometimes, hiding away and live the life of a fairytale (as u can tell, i've gone a bit cuckoo) and my new addiction is killing me. my fire is dying out. sometimes i feel like giving up...but i won't! i
MUST persevere (but how?)
HISTORY REWRITTEN 
once again i land my thoughts here. it's the place i come for comfort and to spill my feelings. so..do we really learn from mistakes? or do we just go on doing what we desire without pondering upon the past and the consequences of our actions?
have u ever been in the state of mind where you feel like you don't know who you are? well at least u thought u knew but for that one moment in time you just completely forget about everything u used to know about urself..and how u stick by your principles. it's crazy really..to completely forget and just follow your heart. is it wise to always follow your heart? especially when ur brain says no but ur heart says yes and that u know for sure your brain makes more sense?
i dont know you..but i do.
i'm full of regret..but don't regret it a single bit.
i can't control it..but i can n i refuse to.
there are times you just don't know who you are and feel pretty messed up. n at the same time, u feel like u're flying high with happiness.
THE TITLELESS
hello! just a quick update as i've been away from the blogosphere for quite some time now. fyi, i've watched Mirrors! hehe. its a pretty cool show that got my heart jumping a few times. its because when you think theres nothing that is scary about tht part, u might want to think again. before you know it, you'll be gripping on to ur seat and for the faint hearted, maybe screaming. i shall say...the scary clips in the movie is not as predictable as most horror movies so it's a must see! :)
be sure to catch it in cinemas before it creeps out of the box office!
recently, i've been shopping mostly for stuff to bring to london. i'm leaving on September 15th people! that's if i get my visa done on time. i haven't even gotten my confirmation letter yet! apparently other unis use dhl..but ucl uses normal post :( stingy ppl. oh btw for those of you who don't know yet, I'll be doing an Economics degree in UCL (University College London). someone tell me wht to do!! so frustrating. and the admissions officer is not being very helpful either.. n now she's out of her office until 2nd September. how screwed am i????
i've got everything done. now all i need is that letter. sigh. have to start packing my baggage too.
okay that'd be it for today. till then! remember to watch Mirrors! :)
